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Posted 23:34 May 17, 2010. Filed under skriveri. Leave a comment?

I brist på vanliga inlägg tänker jag istället dela med mig av en liten dikt jag har skrivit.

It’s like a record playing on repeat
Like every rhythm and every beat
Is pounding over and over again
Running in circles inside my head

It’s like a movie that just never ends
Playing over and over inside my head
It’s like every line, every word you said
Hurts me over and over inside my head

And it never stops
And I can’t stand it

I think of every scene that could have lead
To every sentence and every word you said
Paint them over and over inside my mind
Paint them darker and darker every time

It’s like every image is crystal clear
I can see them almost as if they were here
It’s like I’m walking through your memories
And over and over they’re all I can see

And it never stops
And it’s killing me

It’s like I want to run but I can’t hide
From the things that breathe inside my mind
Over and over they scream in my ear
Those words that I can’t bear to hear

I can’t shut them off, I can’t shut them out
Inside my heart they sing and they shout
Over and over these bittersweet tones
Hum beautiful melodies that burn my soul

And it never stops
And I’m scared
And it hurts

And I’m falling